busy busy busy

i might be anywhere from a day to week behind on my challenges b/c as the title says, im busy busy busy........so yea........

DAY 12: SIGNS IM INTO SOMEONE

........ *sighs* damn you promises.......... well lets treat this like a band-aid and just rip it off and get it over with......

1. i wont look them in the eye

2. if im txt/skyping/msging them i'll keep erasing and re-writing a single message until im satisfied with how it looks

3. I delete other ppls txts to make room for theirs

4. im not very talkative around them

5. i look away quickly if they look at me

6. ill stay up late to talk to them

7. i make promises to them

8. ill tell them but usually after a few days after i made up my mind to do it (im such a coward XD)

9. ill smile when im around or talking to them

10. ill ignore others to talk to them

11. ill leave my friends and their conversation and go talk to them if i can

12. ill usually be more likly to give them or let them borrow somthing

ok i was kinda running out of idea and this was kinda rushed cuz of all thats going on, so yea......

DAY 13: BREAKING THE ICE

ummm.... ok, weird challenge but w/e........

1. "anyway....."

2. "sooooooo......."

3. punch em in the arm

4. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" (when no1 is talking)

5. glare at them until they feel akward and ask "what?"

6. continuous poking

7. walk up to them and inform them they are going to have a conversation with me at that instant in a formal  manner (i do it for the looks on their faces)

8. "omg your so boring! say somthing!"

9. "hi, horrible day today isnt it?"

10. "your hair looks awfully flamable......."

11."so i heard you liek treeckos?"

12. throw somthing at them

13. "hey you! ya you! w8! no! the guy on the left! no the other left! omg you r an idiot, nevermind!" (when yelling far distances)

so yea........ thats an odd list........ummmm....so yea.......

DAY 14: NOT SO BASIC FACTS

ummmm.....da hayal? not so basic facts? OAO  ummmm........

1. Im facinated by incomprehensible, if 90% or more cant figure it out i dedicate like a month to learning about it

2. I love to play mindgames with people

3. I love to draw but i cant draw worth crap in my opinion XD

4. I find others pain ammusing if i knew they could have avoided it

5. i wont accept help if i know i can do it on my own

6. I like balancing over longs drops for the adrenaline rush x3

7. I enjoy going faster when it comes to vehicles

8. I like to build things and draw schematics for different things

9. When i draw, if it isnt symetrical ill keep erasing and re-doing it until it is

10. I refuse to ever see a doctor for anything if i can avoid it

11. Im dedicated and once i have my heart set on something i wont give up on it

12. I have horrible luck in almost all matters of life XD

13. Im a morbid optimist i guess you could say

14. I dont accept compliments well at all XD

Well....... that was kinda annoying to type XD

i got the challenge things so lets start it off .........

DAY 15:  BASIC FACTS

1. I'm 6 ft tall

2. Im skin and bones XD

3. ive got brown hair

4.  hazel eyes

5. Im a guy

6. Taken

7. I have violent tendencies?

8. I have braces atm

9. I wear glasses

10. I dont go back on my word

11. I'm a lil old fashioned

12. I'm a certified red-neck within the state of Texas XD

13. I procrastinate

14. Im protective of my pride

15. Im very protective?

this is odd for me tbh.......

15 day challenge thingy.....

hmmm...... my beloved is trying to get me to do it and i guess ill cave this once (and prob not my last) and do the challenge......now to just get the lil pic thing from her so i can figure out what to do XD

the smile that fades

no reason to smile, no reason to cheer, optimism fading and i guess im reverting to days i thought had long past but they only waited for such an occasion and now i embrace the dark lonely comfort they offer. im done socializing and im just gonna go back to living the emotionless life i lead before, it seemed much easier that way, ill "smile" when ppl are around, do what im told, only give enough of a response, and just going day to day walking around like the lifeless corpse im so used too